Yes.Yes.No.No

Bria forgave me! YES! She did! I got the news from Rafaela. I need to see if this is true on Monday though so yeah....she texted me back when I asked so I guess she did! :) I'm ecstatic! What's the No for? Well there was a volcanic explosion in Iceland :(, not good. I hope people there are ok. Also, Mrs. Crespo is so mean! She made us du 120 definitions when we said we didn't have to! I don;t even want to think about it!

Anger

Bria is still mad at me... :( Besides I didn't tell Armani that we were going to buy the DVD i just asked why she didn't want to. She said (Bria) I was nothing but a poison apple in her life and that she was better off without me. That made me break down. But I didn't cry (well I did but my bangs covered my face) because I didn't want to attract attention. Maybe she is better off without me. But I was just trying to help. I didn't mean to make her mad. Why was it such a big deal. Life is unfair. I felt like dying when Bria said that. Hey, she talked to me :)(. Maybe everyone is better off without me. I'm not that important. I mean if I died wouldn't someone who wanted to go to Bronx Science get to go? Wouldn't my parents have more money? Maybe I am just poison in a world of apples. Maybe I should just forget it. I can't. I just can't. This is going to be MY ghost in the closet, something I will always regret. One day, I'm going to make her forgive me. I'm probably going to go to HELL for this. Maybe I am untrustworthy, my other friends don't think so :). But BRIA does. I don't want to ruin my mac by crying on it. I'm just going to stay away for awhile. Maybe it will be the best thing to do right now. I'll see what happens. The good news is I went biking with my cousins and baked mini cheesecakes and banana walnut chocolate chip muffins with rafaela and that nun that lives in her building :).

The E-Readers

Uggg why are e readers such a big deal? i mean it's way more fun to hold a book in your hand and appreciate it. now it's cold and electronic :(. i know it's eco friendly but nothing can top the feeling of holding your brand new book in your hand and turning the page and getting paper cuts. It might save money but since electronic things can be deleted so easily and can disappear just like that, I don't think it's really a good idea. Stupid hipsters. Nothing beats the smell of a new book and flipping through the pages and holding it.

Crazy Evil Music Industry

Go to the Vigilantcitizen.com to see what I'm talking about. Also:
Raffy's Magicalmuffin: OMG ohhh my gosh THE MUSIC INDUSRTY IS EVIL !!!!! omg Right PERRY right Perry Potter omg ITS SO EVIL! ahH! XD for realz
Perry Potter: It IS evil! Ahhh run for ur lives! The Illuminati is real! Ahhh!!!!! STUPID SATAN WOrSHIPPERS! RIHANNA IS POSSeSSED! LADY GAGA IS POSSESSed!!! PARAMORE VIDeo wEirD! AHHH! PaRaNoiD!
Hila: Omfg, ur being too paranoid
Perry: But it's true!
Hila: Omfg! Ur making ME Paranoid!
about a minute ago ·

P.S- Hila is like my inner alter ego XD she's my voice of reason and wiser and less weirder XD. I love her! XD She's my Mad Hatter!

Hands

Painting my nails black as the unlit sky
as dark as an unlit room
as green as grass lit by the sun
Dark as his hair
Green as his Eyes

I don't know, I was sorta bored, then I thought of hands, then of color, then of how dark the sky seems, and how dark a room is, then how green grass hit by the sun's rays are, then how dark HIS hair is, then how green HIS eyes are. HE is an imaginary character, part of my imagination. Just part of this poem. HE is my ideal guy. TMI? Sorry but my mind just wanders.

Music Video releases

I really want to see this movie now because Dakota Fanning and Kristen Stewart look really hot in it....I'm weird like that. I saw the Cherry Bomb music video- Dakota Fanning feat. Kristen Stewart. It was HOT. I also saw Green Day- Last of the American Girls which was good XD, I'm gonna download it. NeverShoutNever Can't Stand it was okay...he's too much like hellogoodbye for my liking. Lady GaGa feat. Beyonce telephone was a nice video, not one of her best according to me. It was fine I guess. That's just my opinion, other people probably love it. Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift Two is better than one was okay too. Vampire Weekend Cousins is okay I guess....

DEAD

Paprika did not survive the ordeal of the swim bladder... Goodbye goldfish :(