Ragnarok

Busy.Playing.Ragnarok.DOne.I'm.A.Gunslinger :). Playing Ragnarok :DDDDD

Wake the Movie and an update!

Yes! They're gonna make Lisa McMannn's Wake a movie! Yes! The only thing is Miley Cyrus might be Janie....GRRRR! Janie is a frikin bond! Not Ugggg! She better not kill this movie for me! I love Wake! Grrr...Also...I graduated from the 8th Grade!!! I won mad awards and became paranoid that people hated me for it so i dropped them but I realized no one hated me when Raffy and I went to Amanda's Grad Party (butterfly themed, got cool shirt, and butterflies) we danced all night! I was doing some hot dancing with my girlfriends making the boys swoon XD...am I JK??? Luis was there too (Nancy my bestie's brother -_-") I am in love...Tiana got to dance with Luis too....But I'm not jealous. One day when I'm hot Luis will want me :) also...I graduated from Thai School and was in a play. I was a Pea Seun Samut. It was something with Sung Tong and Pra Apai Ma Nee. Then on Monday I went to float Pi First's ashes...so sad...then we (Me, Metah, Gemi, adults) went ice skating. It was fun! First we went to Ping's though. Then on Tuesday (today) we went to Lawrence Farms to pick strawberries, cherries (they were out), and vegetables. Metah and I explored the mini village XD. It was really fun cuz we found a whole field full of strawberries on the side thanks to these Spanish People. It was next to the turnip fields. So awesome. Also, on June 28, Brandon, Rafaela, Nancy, Brandon's mom, my parents, and I are going to SIX FLAGS!!! It will be awesome! SUMMER!!!!!!!

Hit Girl Moment

Yes. I had a Hit Girl Moment. It happened on Monday. It was so frikin awesome! Eric ran at me (accidentally) and so I spun around and avoided him. It happened in but a few moments. Hit Girl Reflexes go! Rafaela was there and we were like OH SHIT! In the voice. Awesome :)

Future

Now:

OMG! Architects don't make any money and it's so boring!
- Mom

Future:

In my BMW...

Mom: Oh! look at that beautiful building! It's so cool!

Me: I made that :)

Random S**T

Something on facebook and something I made up on Monday:

Bubblegum Bubblegum in my teeth!
It falls on the floor and I go......
OH SHIT! ( in a weird voice)

Well it is much funnier when you say it :)

Also, on Glee's version of Lady GagA'S poker face:
This version gives a deeper meaning to the song, its like they are singing about a girl who met someone and she is saying that love is like poker, you win and you lose and sometimes you have to have a poker face to win :) it is sort of perfect for Rachel and Ms. Cocoran's relationship right now, they both have to keep their poker faces to each other even , they pretend they don't feel their bond. But you can tell they can feel that it's there because when they are singing you can tell...

Hit Girl

She is the awesomest Heroine ever! I dream of going to graduation as Hit Girl and when I graduate go like: I am Hit Girl! Shows over Mother F**kers!!!! I'm gonna buy a Hit Girl costume and make my own utility belt and if I don't like whatever part of it I'll just modify it :)

Random Stuff...forgot to post for two weeks

Recap for this month (sort of):

Last Friday I went to the Cloisters, the tour guide was soooo boring....
Saw the season finales of Vampire Diaries, Bones, Fringe (which I will talk about later on), Ghost Whisperer (awesomeness), and Medium. I will give the episode names after. I recently became obsessed with Kick-Ass and.....Hit Girl is now my favorite person in the world! I am working on making a Hit Girl costume and it will cost me around $250, I'm starting to save up. I also saw an awesome episode of Glee called "Dream On", it was such a touching episode because Artie wanted to walk again but his hopes of becoming a dancer are dashed....Rachel has a clue to who her mother is (Vocal adrenaline's Coach) and I realized during this episode I have the same glasses as Artie (I got new Perry Ellis Glasses). Also, Last sunday I went to Marcela and Adrian (her bro)'s B-Day Party (though her birthday is May 18th). I won bingo 3 times! I was ecstatic but didn't show it. It was really fun too! Me, Monica, Irving, Brianna, and Marcela kept going like surprise when we punched, poke, touch weirdly each other (Surprise= JK RP) it was mad funny! XD Im mostly excited about the HitGirl costume Im making, I really want a Butterfly knife and Strobe Flashlight now.
Fringe was basically about: my source is http://watching-tv.ew.com/2010/05/21/fringe-season-2-episode-23/ the article is by Ken Tucker:

In the alternate universe, Madison Square Garden is the quarantined site of a worm-hole with people frozen since 1999 in containment-amber; Liberty Island doesn’t just have a bronze version of the Statue of Liberty — it’s also the headquarters for the Department of Defense. (Leave it to patriotic politicians to militarize a symbol of open welcome.)
And so the season finale of Fringe began, with Peter helicoptering over the island to greet his long-lost father, the Secretary of Defense Walter Bishop. They said all the right things — “I’ve imagined this moment so many times”; “It wasn’t easy, making the choice to come home” — but there was a manly reserve that precluded the emotional reunion Peter had with his mother last week. (I hope you recorded both of these hours, because they gain a lot in watching them back-to-back, as the two-hour TV-movie Walter’s hazy God intended.)
Still, Peter was sufficiently moved that the camera cut away discreetly, to the hospital where the crispy, original Walter had been taken after being shot. There, opposing teams — our Olivia and William Bell; alterna-Olivia and Charlie — were racing to his bedside from different directions. Our side won, and Walter and Bell were reunited, only to start squabbling. The new trio head off to a Kentucky Fried Chicken, where Walter wolfs down what looks like a Double Down and dons a Red Sox cap [update: many of you, more sports-knowledgeable than I am, comment that this was a Brooklyn Dodgers cap; I cede to you] as a disguise and the two scientists agree that Olivia needs help re-opening the soft-spot back to our universe after the deaths of her Cortexiphan friends last week. Avoiding sci-fi jargon when old-fashioned metaphors will do, Bell says that Olivia can open a crack in the universe-portal, but they need to make a “door-stop” to hold the door open for a full return.
Meanwhile, back at the DOD, Walternate tells Peter the technology needed to save Earth-2 is based on “very old tech” that he hopes Peter, with his aptitude for our world’s more advanced technology, will be able to upgrade and set in motion. Then Peter gets a load of alt-Olivia and likes what he sees. Faced with the easy-smiling, wisecracking Altivia, Peter looks at her sultry auburn tresses and says, “Your hair’s different — I think I like yours better.”
She takes Peter to an apartment where he can stay safe, and here we must bring up what I’ll call The Red Stuff. Most immediately, we notice that the apartment is decorated with framed comic-book covers including an issue of Red Lantern/Red Arrow that Neal Adams would have dreamed of only through bloodshot eyes; I think I also spotted a covers from The Dark Knight Returns and Justice League International, and I’m sure you’ll tell me what the others were. But the red stuff: The opening titles are in red, of course, and Altivia wears a red shirt under her leather jacket. Many rooms contain red furniture. Peter asks what the red marks on a map are in Walternate’s office (they’re the quarantine areas, dad says). When Bell drives our Walter through a blasted landscape on Earth-2, everything in the scene is shades of gray except for the candy Bell is eating: Twizzlers, aka red whips. Later, the machine used to slip back into “our” world glows a hot-coal red. In our world, we associate red with blood, life, passion; what does it mean in the alternate world?
Okay, back to our story. Bell and Walter go to alt-Harvard to take dusty sheets off the equipment the Walternate used for his experiments. The scene becomes both an impassioned argument and a Fringe-mythology info-land-fill: Bell tells Walter that the “William Bell on this side was killed in a car accident as a young man; over here, the other you and the other me never had occasion to meet.” When Walter brings up how their lives diverged — Bell became a rich executive while Walter went into a rubber room for 17 years — Bell barks angrily that “Creating Massive Dynamic was not my idea!” (Ding, ding, ding! Whose was it, then? Nina Sharp’s?) There’s a lot of wonderful acting here by John Noble (“You robbed me of my memory, my wife, my son!”) and much generous under-playing by Nimoy, allowing Walter’s anguish to take hold of the scene.
Back at Altivia’s apartment, she and Olivia get in a gun-to-gun stand-off, which becomes an excellently vicious Krav Magalternate fight scene. Olivia knocks out her foe, then dyes her blonde hair “chestnut brown,” it says on the box. She leaves Altivia tied up and rejoins Peter, who’s figured out the technology, which is made complete by a specific human genome — specifically and inevitably, Peter (that’s what has made him what he’s been called repeatedly throughout the season: “special”). Peter’s figured out something else: That his real dad is a bad guy. He tells Olivia, “It was never about fixing this universe — it was about destroying yours.”
“I don’t belong here, but I don’t belong there, either.” Olivia says, “You belong with me,” and… yes, Polivia fans, they kiss.
What follows is a grand-scale battle scene, with our heroes in a street war complete with unstable “phosphorous grenades.” Nimoy/Bell has a fine action-hero moment, explaining over the shooting and (red) fire, “I supplied Fringe Division with the 76 model [gun].” He shoots a mighty, obliterating blast and holds up his own weapon with a smile: “This is the 77.” Clint Eastwood or Elmore Leonard couldn’t have put it more succinctly.
There’s a big explosion, which knocks out Bell. When he comes to, Olivia is standing over him, saying, “Dr. Bell, can you hear me?” She explains the explosion: “I, uh, used the grenade.” This is the moment a switcheroo occurs, during the street battle, while Bell was knocked out by the grenade. Olivia always speaks precisely, but the Olivia we saw in this and subsequent scenes says “uh” and “um” and drops her “g”s (“I’m lookin’ for a typewriter).
Bell, “Olivia,” Peter, and Walter gather in the opera house, where the old Way-Back Machine is sitting, ready to go, pulsing red. Bell says, “I will be the power” that will help get them back to Earth-1. He says his atoms are so “split apart” from multiple universe-crossings, he’s the equivalent of many “atom bombs.” He’s a human door-stop, one who is about to sacrifice himself for these people. Bell’s last words to Walter are crucial, about “why I took those parts of your brain. I did it because you asked me to, because of what you were becoming.” There’s a massively dynamic clue about a theme I’ll bet will surface in Season Three.
Big red glow and — zap! — we’re back in our world, with a white-shirted Broyles saying “Welcome back” to Peter, “Olivia,” and Walter, but no Bell. Bell is, we’re supposed to believe, dead — exploded.
Pretty soon, we’re back at Ye Olde Typewriter Shoppe, where a certain O. asks for the familiar Selectric Model 251. She ruffles her hair and we see the tattoo — confirming it’s Altivia who’s come to our Earth, not Olivia. She types “Infiltration achieved,” but we don’t see the magic typewriter’s response. Finally, back on Earth-2 Secretary Walternate visits a prison-like facility, and a still-dark-haired Olivia, curled in a ball of fright (just as she was as a Cortexiphan child), gets up and begs, screams, “Please let me out of here!” End of season two of Fringe.
Do you really think Bell is dead? I know that in what we laughingly call real life, Leonard Nimoy has said this was his final acting job, that he won’t appear in Fringe or Star Trek or anyplace else. What a marvelous final performance, if that’s what this truly was. But what’s to stop Fringe from making William Bell reappear in another form? (And not to obsess about The Red Stuff, but I wouldn’t doubt that the Fringe writers are familiar with at least three other manifestations of “The Red Right Hand”: the phrase from Milton’s Paradise Lost, Nick Cave’s 1994 song, and Joel Towsley Rogers’ 1945 superb mystery novel.)
I’m also going to stop here and just give praise. First to the actors, not just the mighty John Noble, but also the ever-subtle Josh Jackson, and a truly adventurous Anna Torv. Second, to director Akiva Goldsman and writers Goldsman, Jeff Pinkner, and J.H. Wyman for these final two hours. I know that, right down to its title, Fringe is sci-fi with the emphasis on science, but I’m in it for its imagery and metaphor, its literary and cultural-studies provocations. The fact that the series can accommodate a fan like me only confirms what a well-wrought piece of pop culture Fringe has become.
Chime in below and tell me what you think about the finale, won’t you? Thanks.

I can't wait for season two, I suspect William Bell isn't really dead.
The Episodes are: (respectively) Founder's Day, The Beginning in the End, The Other Side Part 2, The Children's Parade, It's a Wonderful Death.
Also, last Thursday, the Eighth Grade Class of ________________School had Ring Day!!!! I wore an Alice in Wonderland style dress with a white petticoat underneath. The kingdergarten, Pre-K, and 1st graders sang to us! The most memorable was Lean on Me and It's a Wonderful World :) Then we went to go Bowling at Lucky Strikes. We ate great food (french fries and pizza were the best) . That's basically it, what a wonderful world it is! XD GOOOOOO HIT GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!! KICK ASS!!!!!!!

Fringe and Vampire Diaries

Okay, today I finally saw the recent Fringe and Vampire Diaries episodes (Over there Part 1 and Founder's Day respectively) First Fringe, it was awesome!!! Can't wait for the next episode! I felt sorta sorry for Peter's other side mom, I can't imagine losing a child for years since I am a child. Also, other side Olivia has brown hair...weird...Also it was sad when the last Cortexiphan children died when crossing over, a little trivia, these children appeared in earlier episodes :) here's a summary of the episode from wikipedia

Walter and Olivia discover that Peter has agreed to go back with his real father, the Walternate, back to his own dimension. An Observer leaves them a paper indicating Peter to be the major subject of a prophecy, which foretell him being the one responsible for the end of the world. In order to warn Peter of his impending role, the Fringe division work with Massive Dynamic to come up with a way to cross over. They come up with a plan to use Olivia's dimension-hopping ability by amplifying herself with three other Cortexiphan subjects who have activated their abilities (from previous episodes): Nick Lane, Sally Clark and James Heath. The team comprising of Walter, Olivia, Nick, Sally and Heath successfully head over the Other Side, but Heath dies shortly after arrival, while the rest manage to escape the alternate Fringe division when they used their technology to sense their arrival. It is revealed that Walternate is the Secretary for the Department of Defense on the Other Side. While Walter's team head to meet William Bell at Central Park, Peter reunites with his real mother. Walter's team is split up when they believe that Bell has betrayed their location and the alternate Fringe division attacks them. Nick and Sally are killed, but not before seriously burning the Fringe principal investigator, Lincoln Lee. Walter is shot and ends up in hospital. Olivia follows her alternate counterpart and encounters Bell, who insists he never betrayed them, and tells her that Walter is in trouble. Walternate is seen leaving with the final component of the device Peter will be a part of.

Now about Founder's Day, I can't believe they killed off Ana! Everyone Jeremy loves dies :( Also I'm sort of angry at Bonnie for betraying Elena and causing the death of all those supernatural people (werewolves and vampires) I feel sorry for Tyler's father, he was killed though he wasn't a vampy but a werewolf. Actually I'm not sure if the mayor died. Here's a summary from http://www.tvsquad.com/2010/05/14/the-vampire-diaries-founders-day-recap-season-finale/:

(S01E22) "It's Founder's Day. I'm here to eat cotton candy and steal your girl." - Damon to Stefan

After several weeks of preparations and events, Founder's Day has finally arrived in Mystic Falls and on 'The Vampire Diaries.' There are parades, floats, vampires, and one scheming uncle/dad who seems to think he has all the answers, now that he's got that device back.

Oh, and yes, some major shockers, too. My daughter saw it coming. Me? Not so much. But I can't wait to see what happens next season now.

Because I can't wait til the end of this review, let's talk about those shockers! First of all, I was half-skeptical and half-believing that the girl who kissed Damon at the end was Elena. Yes, she'd just assured and reassured Stefan that he was the one, the only one, and "I love you, Stefan." On the other hand, Damon is entirely too charming for any girl to resist for too long. Maybe, just maybe down the line, they might get together, but that day? After Elena told Stefan there was no way? Yeah, probably not.

So wowsers, Katherine is alive (well, sort of) and causing some major havoc, including chopping off John's ring-clad finger and stabbing him! Think he's dead? I don't. And did Damon look a little funny after that kiss? Wouldn't he have known it was Katherine and not Elena? Then again, he hasn't kissed Elena, and since she's the spitting image of Katherine, maybe he would think they kissed the same. Nah, I don't believe it.

I'm never actually sure who's really dead on this show, but yes, it appears that Anna is dead. There's already plenty of tension between Jeremy and Elena, but once he finds out that her father killed Anna, there will be lots more tension -- especially if he indeed turns all the way into a vampire (and how tragically fun is that storyline?).

In fact, I see Jeremy rebelling every which way next season. Yes, Elena may have been trying to protect him by having Damon erase his memories, but like Jeremy said, the emptiness was still there. Also, now he knows that Damon turned Vicki, and that Stefan killed her because "she was a threat to you and a threat to your sister." As a vampire, Jeremy could seek revenge on all the people and vampires he feels wronged him.

I also think there's going to be (even more) repercussions between Damon and Bonnie, now that they know she lied about de-activating the device. Yes, she cast another spell to douse the flames enough for Stefan to save Damon, but she's the one who put him there in the first place. She keeps saying Elena is her best friend, but I'm just not feeling it. Still, she does make an awesome witch.

I'm loving Damon more and more. It's hard to love a guy who's completely evil -- Eric on 'True Blood' and Spike on 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer' work because they have lovable qualities -- and Damon showed a lot of compassion in this episode. He told Jeremy that what he did to Vicki was wrong, that he wanted to save Anna as he helplessly watched her die, and that he'd erase Jeremy's memories if he wanted him to (he didn't). Damon definitely has a lot of redeeming qualities that a girl -- namely, Elena -- could find attractive.

So, was the mayor a werewolf, too, since both he and Tyler were affected by the device? Any predictions on what will happen next season? Still loving the Damon/Alaric duo. More please.

A few quotes:

"So I think you should stop with the flirty little comments and that eye thing you do." - Elena to Damon

Mayor Lockwood: "What are you doing here?"
Damon: "I'm a vampire. What's your excuse?"

"Life sucks either way, Jeremy. At least if you're a vampire, you don't have to feel bad if you don't want to." - Damon

"Elena is my best friend, and that's why I couldn't let you or Damon die. But if Damon spills one drop of innocent blood, I'll take him down, even if I have to take you with him." - Bonnie

Damon: I'm not a hero, Elena. I don't do good. It's not in me."
Elena/Katherine: "Maybe it is."
Damon: "No, that's reserved for my brother and you and Bonnie, even though she has every reason to hate me still."

Kick-Ass! *SPOILER ALERT*

I saw Kick-Ass today and it was AWESOME! It is now my second favorite movie, my first is still Alice in Wonderland. It was sad when Big Daddy died though :(. Other then that it was a pretty good movie, I liked it when the villain exploded. Hit Girl is the most awesome SUPERHERO EVA!!! Kickass is okay too. Kick-ass is pretty hot though XD I'm sooo going to buy the soundtrack :) GOOOOO KICK-ASS+HIT GIRL+BIG DADDY!!! I hate you Red Mist >:( You suck! Betraying Kick-Ass like that. Maybe I'll read the comic :)

Thursday's Fringe episode

Well, this this Thursday I saw FRinge. The episode was called Brown Betty. It was awesome!!! I saw it after Bones, BTW I really want to see the new Bones episode next week, something about witchcraft . Also, Hodgins and Angela is going to spark their flame of love again in the next episode XD. BTW again, the last Bones episode was called The Rocker in the Rinse Cycle. Anyway, Walter smokes weed which he calls Brown Betty. Then Olivia comes in with Ella and Ella says it smells funny in here, so lol. She also says what kind of doctor are you, all you've done is eat all my snacks and talk about weird stuff and everything makes you laugh! Lol, Walter's high XD. Broyles, Olivia, and Astrid also sing! They sorta sing good lol. I guessing that Walter's fantasy is set in the 1950's. Every character is how Walter sees them, Dunham as a private eye, Astrid a perky genius, Broyles a singer (?), Peter a helpless, lost, special, soul with a glass heart, and himself a person who appears like a good person but is actually a person who steals the innocence of childhood by replacing it with nightmares. He finds himself as an evil genius who steals the dreams of children (referring to his yearning for childhood?), this could be referring to what he did to the children in the cortexiphan trials? This episode also gives insight into who William Bell really is and his plan. I feel sorry for Walter in this episode :(. In Walter's fantasy, Olivia and Peter are in love. Also in the end of Walter's story, Peter doesn't forgive Walter and leaves him to die. But in Ella's rendition, Peter forgives Walter, gives him half of his heart so they both live and they all live happily ever after as Peter dances with Olivia. In the end of the episode, we see one of the Watchers communicating into a device saying Walter has not found Peter and that he is worried. They next episode features Peter, I'm really looking forward to it! :D

Rebecca

Alfred Hitchcock is a true visionary. Today, I saw this film that he had directed. It is now one of my favorite movies. The movie starred Laurence Olivier and Joan Fontaine. They did wonderfully in this film. I think I'm going to buy it! Well, this movie was adapted from the book Rebecca by Daphne Du Maurier. Which I was suppose to read for my high school. It is probably a wonderful book. They said the movie is very close to the book. Well, Rebecca was a movie about: (source is wikipedia)

"The film begins with a voiceover of a woman speaking the first lines from the novel: "Last night I dreamt I went to Manderley again", said to the images of a ruined country manor, she goes on telling us that she can never return to Manderley — as it no longer exists, except as a ruin.

Joan Fontaine plays a young woman (who is never named) who works as a companion to the wealthy Edythe Van Hopper (Florence Bates). In Monte Carlo, she meets the aristocratic widower Maximilian (Maxim) de Winter (Laurence Olivier) and they fall in love. Within weeks, they decide to get married.

Maxim takes his new bride to Manderley, his country house in Cornwall, England. However, the servants are reluctant to accept the new Mrs. de Winter as the new lady of the house. They are loyal to Maxim's first wife, Rebecca, who died under mysterious circumstances.

Particularly unpleasant is the housekeeper, Mrs. Danvers (Judith Anderson). She is still obsessed with Rebecca's beauty and sophistication, and preserves her former bedroom as a shrine, even to the point of seeming to worship Rebecca's handmade underwear and expensive négligée. Rebecca's "cousin" Jack (George Sanders) (actually one of her lovers) occasionally appears at the house when Maxim is away, and seems to know Mrs. Danvers well, calling her by the name "Danny", which was Rebecca's pet name for her.

The new Mrs. de Winter is intimidated by Mrs. Danvers and by the responsibilities of being the new chatelaine of Manderley. As a result, she begins to doubt her relationship with her husband. The continuous presence of Rebecca in the house starts to haunt her.


Mrs. Danvers tries to persuade Mrs. de Winter to leap to her deathTrying to act more like the perfect wife, Mrs. de Winter suggests to Maxim that they host a costume party. Maxim reluctantly consents. Mrs. de Winter excitedly plans her own costume in secret, but Mrs. Danvers suggests that she copy Caroline de Winter, an ancestor, whose portrait hangs in the upstairs hallway. On the night of the party, Mrs. de Winter reveals her costume to Maxim, who is both surprised and angry at her, shouting at her to change her costume. Mrs. de Winter rushes upstairs, sees Mrs. Danvers go into Rebecca's room and follows her. There she confronts Mrs. Danvers about her knowing that Rebecca had worn the same costume the previous year. Mrs. Danvers retaliates by saying that she will never take Rebecca's place and almost convinces Mrs. de Winter to commit suicide. But Mrs. de Winter snaps out of her trance when a sudden commotion starts downstairs — a ship has been spotted foundering off the coast.

Mrs. de Winter (after changing her outfit) rushes downstairs to the front lawn, where she hears news that a sunken boat has been found off the coast - with Rebecca's body in it. She spots a distant glow from the cottage on the shore and enters to find Maxim. Maxim admits to his new wife that he had misidentified another body as Rebecca's in order to prevent discovery of the truth. From almost the beginning of their marriage, he and Rebecca had hated one another. They had agreed to "keep up appearances" of a real marriage for the sake of the family honor. Rebecca, however, began to get "careless" after a while, for example disappearing for days on end to London and then returning as though nothing was wrong. Maxim was also aware of Rebecca's ongoing affair with Jack. One night, suspecting to find Rebecca and Jack together, Maxim came down to the cottage. Rebecca had been expecting Jack, who had never come to see her. She told Maxim that she was pregnant with Jack's child. During the argument, she fell, hit her head, and died. Maxim took the body out in a boat which he then scuttled.

In the ensuing police investigation, officials question whether the damage to the boat indicates that Rebecca may have committed suicide. Jack quickly provides evidence, a letter from Rebecca, that strongly suggests that she was not suicidal. He then tries to blackmail Maxim with it, but the blackmail plan backfires. Maxim comes under suspicion of murder and the second Mrs. de Winter must face the prospect of losing her husband. The investigation focuses on Rebecca's secret visits to a London doctor (Leo G. Carroll), which Jack presumes was due to her illicit pregnancy. However, an interview with the doctor reveals that Rebecca was, in fact, suffering from cancer, and would have died very shortly. She was not pregnant: she had lied to Maxim, apparently trying to goad him into killing her — as an (indirect) means of suicide.

As Maxim returns home to Manderley, he finds his wife safe and sound but the manor on fire, set alight by the deranged Mrs. Danvers, who dies in the flames."

I bet the book will be wonderful! I still like the movie though but I'm afraid that once I read the book I will be somewhat disappoinnted with the movie, which I hope I won't. Also one more thing, Rebecca was said to be somewhat slutty and that she did it with many people...I wonder if she ever did it with Mrs.Danvers since she called her Danny and they were really close. Also, Mrs.Danvers's obsession with Rebecca is sorta lesbianic...Admiring her underwear and saying how thin her sleepwear were and that she watches her undress and wear her sleeping gown....lesbianic much? So I plan to read the book soon. Also Maxim is so HAWT! And the late Mrs.de Winter was really pretty! Also...no that's about it XD

The Catcher in the Rye

It was a really fantastic book. J.D Salinger is a master. Personally I don't know why I like it, I just do. Maybe it's because Holden is so alone. Maybe it's the way he sees things. I don't know, but I just love this book. There isn't really much to say except that it's a classic. RIP to J.D Salinger who died January 27, 2010 :( I just need to say one more thing...In the Catcher in the Rye the movie that Sunny the prostitute mentions is Captains Courageous.
Another Fact:
You know how Holden is the Catcher in the rye? The role switches when we are introduced to Phoebe, she becomes the catcher when Holden gives Phoebe the hat and Holden becomes the falling.
Holden may be gay
We learn from Phoebe that Holden is an insecure and immature person
Hold-on Caul-Field a caul is the thing that covers our faces when we are fetuses
Holden's name is significant because it tells us that Holden never wants to grow up because he doesn't want to face the phoniness of adulthood and wants to stay innocent forever.
Holden wants to be someone who catches kids when they are about to fall of the cliff (adulthood). He imagines kids playing in a field of rye on a cliff and he's the one who catches them when they are about to fall off.
Holden's fantasized image of children is contradicted with Phoebe's character.

Earth Day

Happy earth Day? We got nada at the celebration and they didn't let us hold signs or anything wither :( Last year's eighth grade did :( Anyway we went to the Earth Day Celebration in TIme's Square. Last year we got stuff in green eco bags and the 8th graders got to be in front of the stage and hold signs and take pictures with Miss America and get autographs...this year nothing. Just standing in the sun for three hours without sitting. Last year we had seats. They were so cheap this year that they didn't even get us seats! I almost had an Heatstroke! Also they didn't even appreciate our posters :( SIgh... They spent all their money on Grace Potter and the nOcturnals (who almost blew my ears out with their loud music, but it was good music), whenever the drums beated by heart went THUMP! I never knew music could hurt...But other than that it was a good day :). Bria has forgiven me completely.

Better Days

Sadly...Tim Urban got voted off American Idol! :( He was soooooo HOT!!! He was a good singer too XD I'm just gonna have to stalk him on myspace or something now.... :( SIgh...At least Bria is completely not mad at me ;)

Yes.Yes.No.No

Bria forgave me! YES! She did! I got the news from Rafaela. I need to see if this is true on Monday though so yeah....she texted me back when I asked so I guess she did! :) I'm ecstatic! What's the No for? Well there was a volcanic explosion in Iceland :(, not good. I hope people there are ok. Also, Mrs. Crespo is so mean! She made us du 120 definitions when we said we didn't have to! I don;t even want to think about it!

Anger

Bria is still mad at me... :( Besides I didn't tell Armani that we were going to buy the DVD i just asked why she didn't want to. She said (Bria) I was nothing but a poison apple in her life and that she was better off without me. That made me break down. But I didn't cry (well I did but my bangs covered my face) because I didn't want to attract attention. Maybe she is better off without me. But I was just trying to help. I didn't mean to make her mad. Why was it such a big deal. Life is unfair. I felt like dying when Bria said that. Hey, she talked to me :)(. Maybe everyone is better off without me. I'm not that important. I mean if I died wouldn't someone who wanted to go to Bronx Science get to go? Wouldn't my parents have more money? Maybe I am just poison in a world of apples. Maybe I should just forget it. I can't. I just can't. This is going to be MY ghost in the closet, something I will always regret. One day, I'm going to make her forgive me. I'm probably going to go to HELL for this. Maybe I am untrustworthy, my other friends don't think so :). But BRIA does. I don't want to ruin my mac by crying on it. I'm just going to stay away for awhile. Maybe it will be the best thing to do right now. I'll see what happens. The good news is I went biking with my cousins and baked mini cheesecakes and banana walnut chocolate chip muffins with rafaela and that nun that lives in her building :).

The E-Readers

Uggg why are e readers such a big deal? i mean it's way more fun to hold a book in your hand and appreciate it. now it's cold and electronic :(. i know it's eco friendly but nothing can top the feeling of holding your brand new book in your hand and turning the page and getting paper cuts. It might save money but since electronic things can be deleted so easily and can disappear just like that, I don't think it's really a good idea. Stupid hipsters. Nothing beats the smell of a new book and flipping through the pages and holding it.

Crazy Evil Music Industry

Go to the Vigilantcitizen.com to see what I'm talking about. Also:
Raffy's Magicalmuffin: OMG ohhh my gosh THE MUSIC INDUSRTY IS EVIL !!!!! omg Right PERRY right Perry Potter omg ITS SO EVIL! ahH! XD for realz
Perry Potter: It IS evil! Ahhh run for ur lives! The Illuminati is real! Ahhh!!!!! STUPID SATAN WOrSHIPPERS! RIHANNA IS POSSeSSED! LADY GAGA IS POSSESSed!!! PARAMORE VIDeo wEirD! AHHH! PaRaNoiD!
Hila: Omfg, ur being too paranoid
Perry: But it's true!
Hila: Omfg! Ur making ME Paranoid!
about a minute ago ·

P.S- Hila is like my inner alter ego XD she's my voice of reason and wiser and less weirder XD. I love her! XD She's my Mad Hatter!

Hands

Painting my nails black as the unlit sky
as dark as an unlit room
as green as grass lit by the sun
Dark as his hair
Green as his Eyes

I don't know, I was sorta bored, then I thought of hands, then of color, then of how dark the sky seems, and how dark a room is, then how green grass hit by the sun's rays are, then how dark HIS hair is, then how green HIS eyes are. HE is an imaginary character, part of my imagination. Just part of this poem. HE is my ideal guy. TMI? Sorry but my mind just wanders.

Music Video releases

I really want to see this movie now because Dakota Fanning and Kristen Stewart look really hot in it....I'm weird like that. I saw the Cherry Bomb music video- Dakota Fanning feat. Kristen Stewart. It was HOT. I also saw Green Day- Last of the American Girls which was good XD, I'm gonna download it. NeverShoutNever Can't Stand it was okay...he's too much like hellogoodbye for my liking. Lady GaGa feat. Beyonce telephone was a nice video, not one of her best according to me. It was fine I guess. That's just my opinion, other people probably love it. Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift Two is better than one was okay too. Vampire Weekend Cousins is okay I guess....

DEAD

Paprika did not survive the ordeal of the swim bladder... Goodbye goldfish :(

OMG, my fish is going to die (MAYBE)

My goldfish is swimming upside down...it's going to die... :( My dad put some medicine (salt) for it already so it might be ok. I just got it like 2 years ago too.... It has swim bladder disease, I hope it will survive. :( Goodbye Paprika (MAYBE)

Earth Hour

Personally I didn't know it was Earth Hour, I had my lights on Maximum power! I mean they didn't really advertise, they should've put up ads or something or billboards. Also, alot of people are saying that this is just another socialist thingy at work. All I could say was HOOLEYDINGY! Wat the Frak is Earth Hour! I was all I didn't even know what it was. >:( Eff man, Eff!!! HOOLEYDINGY! FLUDGENOG! -100000000000000000000000 Level! SOOOOO NOT NEXT LEVEL!

When is Caprica coming back???

Hila: Probably in September or January of next year

Perry: Yes!

lol I'm such a fludgenog XD

Caprica Season 1 Finale (Spoilers) End of the Line

Today, I saw the finale of Caprica Season 1 on my DVR. It was awesome! But so many people died though so it was kind of depressing. First of all, Philomon died! by Zoe's hand! Then Amanda Graystone committed suicide, you know she thinks she was going crazy and all and she thinks Daniel was lying to her and stuff. Then Sister Clarice almost died in an explosion, courtesy of Barnabas. Her boyfriend dude died and a bunch of other people on the Caprican bridge, which made me sad :(. Then as Zoe (the robot) was trying to get away, she had to crash into a blocked road (courtesy of the military) and it seems like she died but she probably didn't because this is HER show, if she dies then the show going on does not make sense since she is the main story. I predict somehow she is still alive and that she was going to make a V-World version of all the important dead people (Philomon especially!). Okay, the explosion happened because Barnabas told Lacey to plant a GDD on Sister Clarice's car keys as she is going to the airport to go to Gemenon to terminate Barnabas's cell. A phone call triggers the bomb in the trunk of the car. Barnabas gives Lacey the cell phone to make the call and she has too or else he will kill her and her boyfriend (his name escapes me). Thats basically what happened. Oh! and the Adama dude died......in New Caprica city as he meets his daughter Tamara. Apparently Emmanuel is someone who Adama knows. We have seen her before. The lady with the brownish, blondish short bob lawyer hair who wheres a suit all the time. That's basically it.

Week in Review

On Sunday I did laundry and homework, Monday homework , Tuesday Homework, Wednesday no school, Thursday, first day of diet and exercise routine to lose weight, Friday (today) school, play.
Basically a pretty boring week, nothing really special about it. Also, I did my Twelfth Night Act 6 play today, I think it went really well. Bria is still mad at me but she's letting up because she's at least acknowledging my existence. Okay tomorrow I'm going to do chores, make easter decorations, and work out. That is it. Boring week.

Last Week in Review

Oh snap, forgot to post last week. Okay so what do you want to hear first Good news or Bad? Since I know you can't answer I'll start with bad and follow up with good so those who actually read this blog won't go away totally depressed.

Bad: Bria is still mad at me. My cousin Pi First died. We went to his funeral and cremation :[ , it was really really really depressing, i cried like crazy, why did he have to die, he didn't deserve it. I'm guilty that I didn't really know him. But since he was my cousin I was sad, he was too young, only in his 20's. There was so much he didn't get to do. I don't want to think about it anymore or else I'll start crying again. okay, it was funny when I tripped an alarm in the Modern Arts wing of the Metropolitan Museum, lol. It traumatized me -_-".

Good: Bria is letting up (I think?) I can tell because she's letting me know that she's ignoring me (by going like,
"did you hear that?" when I speak. I finished all my book reports. It was St.Patrick's day and there was no school so I got to catch up on some sleep. I went to the Metropolitan Museum of Art with my classmates for an Art Field trip (bad thing was we had to write about what we did, but i sorta enjoyed it so I didn't put it as a bad point.) We got measured for our Graduation rings today!mI chose mini blue (since it is my second fave color Green being my first). And here's a depressing thing that is actually good. When Pi First died, I reconnected with my dad's side of the family. See? Gemi, Joelle, and Metah grew so big :]

P.S- I'm older then them.

Bug

I killed a bug with tape...gross....does God hate me now? Thou shall not kill? I panicked...I think God hates me...dam it...it is Lent and I just commited a sin....

Trust and Friends and how they are lost.

This week was probably the worst week of my life. First of all this monday, I had a fight with my buddy, who I've none since 1st grade (we met in kindergarten but didn't talk much). She hasn't talked to me for a week now. I've been writing letters to her and begging her to forgive me. For what? Well here's what happened:

Well, we were planning a party for Miss G our teacher and Bria and I and a few other people are buying a DVD player for her. But, Armani doesn't want us to buy it because she thinks that we are going to take all the credit and not help pay for the pizza. This is what Bria told me. Then I told Bria that I'm going to go clarify it with her that we are not going to take all the credit and Armani was all, well you know how Bria is. But I know personally that Bria is understanding, and I know she will understand. Please note that Bria told me not to tell Armani, but we are still going to buy the DVD player. I didn't think this was right, my conscience would bug me if I didn't tell her, because if we didn't tell her then it wouldn't feel right. Does this make me a big-mouth? Maybe it does. But I was just trying to do the right thing. Okay, I know no one reads this blog but I just wanted to make this known, maybe out f some miracle Bria will read this and understand why I did what I did. If only she gave me 5 minutes to explain myself. I'm sorry Bria, for telling Armani about buying the DVD player. But at least you guys aren't fighting. You know, if we bought the DVD player without telling Armani, she would be really mad at Bria, I didn't want that to happen. Armani and Bria probably know each other longer than I have known Bria, and I don't want their friendship to suffer. Maybe this is just an excuse for me to be a big mouth. Maybe not. Maybe I was right. I don't know if Bria will ever forgive me. I want her to though. I had my reasons, which I thought were right, maybe I wasn't ,maybe I was. I wish Bria could understand. If she never forgives me than....I just lost a great friendship. You know, I cut my hair this week too, its really short now, it was long before. I wasn't going to cut it that short . I cut it shorter than I wanted because I was really sad, I thought it would make Bria say, "OMG Perry, you did this because of me? Okay I forgive you." But it didn't happen that way, I guess she didn't care. Maybe no one cares anymore. I also failed my Vocabulary test this week, I got a 65%, actually I took this test like 3 weeks ago but I got the test back this week, which makes THIS week a lot worse. Probably the worst week of my life.

Blogging makes me a lot better. It lets be let go of some of my feelings. I can`t talk to my mom about this she doesn't understand.

Percy Jackson and the Olympians Series (Camp Half Blood)

I am officially in love with this series! I <3 Percy Jackson. Hate the Movie. Go Percabeth! Actually, I like Rachel but personally Pecabeth just makes more sense XD. I wish I was a demigod too. The characters are absolutely wonderful and interesting and it is just great! Grover is my fave satyr and Hestia and Artemis are my two fave goddesses. Poseidon and Apollo are my fave gods. Sorry Zeus XD. I can't wait for the new camp half blood series coming in fall 2010.

New Mac!!!

Yeah! I got my Mac Pro today! and I'm using it to blog right now! tight right??!! I got it because I got into BXScience, its my reward. Hey! I worked hard for this! XDDDD

The Notebook *Spoilers*

I watched the notebook today....OMG! What a sad story! Poor Noah and Allie. and wonderful twist, I might read the book. Sigh...

***SPOILER***
What a great ending! They died together, so romantic. Noah is so adorable!

I'm So Sick

Dear fellow Blogger,

Crud.Crud.Crud.I'm fudgin sick. I feel like crud T-T. My throat hurts so much, my body aches, and I have a fever (Don't worry friend, just a low one) I might not come to school tomorrow. I reeeeeeally don't want to. I should really go rest now. I feel like falling off my chair and just sleeping on he floor. Uuuug. Well, other people have it ALOT worse than me so I shouldn't complain. Okay, I'm not THAT sick so I'm just gonna watch whatever is on TV.

Perry

P.S- I hope you're not sick ;)

Thoughts

Dear Someone,

Isn't life strange? Sometimes something positive happens in your life for once but no one is happy for you... and you're not happy for yourself. You see, I got into Bronx Science (Personally I wanted to go to Laguardia -_-") I'm ecstatic. I'm not sad or depressed or anything. No I'm really not. For once in my life I'm not sad, there isn't anything inside me but happiness!But, there is a twinge of Melancholy in my heart. Because I got into Bronx Science, someone else didn't and those someones are my friends. I BRAGGED. Not a good thing. I regret it. I really do. I really wish I didn't brag. But you really can't blame me, I never have anything good happen to me, NOTHING. I didn't win the speech bee ( secretly I wanted to, I really did) but I didn't. I didn't tell anyone though. And Tiana, if you're reading this, DON'T TELL! When I didn't win or at least got 3rd place, this darkness just came over me, I felt like I wouldn't be able to accomplish anything in life and that my LIFE was meaningless, that I was nothing but a speck of dust in what we call the universe. I really need to learn how to puctuate . And to get out my ideas right. Anyway, thats how I felt, meaningless. Before that, in January we had to show Mrs. Crespo (who hates me) our science fair experiments. I did and she yelled at me. I was going to cry but i just kept it in. I felt meaning less. Marilyn did the same experiment as me, no yelling. WTF? I cried in the bathroom. Armani did a great experiment, I loved it :D.But me, I tried my best and Mrs.Crespo didn't give shik about it. She hates me, and I know I should hate her, but I don't and I don't know why. I dislike her. With all this, it made me think if everything is fixed. I will always be 2nd place and never the best and I know this. I wish I was the best but I'm not, and it just makes me sad and unimportant. I wish I was important. I know this is going to sound selfish but I wish I was the best. I'm Sorry. Everyone thinks I'm Ms.Sunshine Positive Perry but I'm not. It's just an act. I wish it wasn't though. I wish I had a higher self esteeem and that no one hates me. I hope my friends don't hate me for bragging. I really don't.I hope they forgive me. But, its just that for once in my life I feel like I'm SOMEONE. That I'm important. I don't feel like that everyday. I practically make myself smile because I don't want anyone to worry about me or notice me. I wish that Ms.Gilbride didn't tell everyone that I got into a specialized high school. Maybe I smiled too much. I should've just kept a straight-face. I'm Sorry. I hope God doesn't hate me for not being humble and not bragging. Okay, I have to put back on my joker mask now, I wish it didn't have to end, the happiness. I wish that I could just be happy everyday and not feel lame and unimportant. Okay, I have to go think about things now.
Perry
P.S- I did this in the style of The Perks of Being a Wallflower because i really love that book and I don't know I thought it would be a good idea.Keep Holding on.

SHSAT RESULTS!!!!

I got into Bronx Science!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Scored 525, its low but I don't care! I'm just glad i got into Bronx Science! Yeah! I bet you other people got like 800! post ur results!

A Happy New Year To You: The Year in Review 2009

Happy New Year Everyone! I was gonna wish you a happy new year's eve but I was sorta busy XD! Oh my Gawd, I can't believe the year was over, 2009. On to 2010! Two digits people, how do we say it, two thousand ten or twenty ten? Personally I don't really care! Anyhow, I'm going to list the important events that have happened in 2009:

I warn you, they are not in order or dated!only some:
Baruck Obama, first black predsident, is inaugurated.

HD TVs

Crashing of the stock market( Not only 2009)

Crashing of Flight 1549 in Hudson River, all survives! 1/16/09

Crashing of a helicopter and airplane on Hudson River August 8, 2009

Death of Michael Jackson- June 25, 2009 :(- link to learn more http://www.mtv.com/specials/michaeljackson/
That was the saddest part of 09 :(
Tiger Woods Scandal

Chris Brown hits Rihanna scandal

David Letterman Scandal

Kanye interrupts Taylor Swift onstange at VMAs

In April 2009, Madonna files for adoption of a
Chifundo James but fails.

Lady Gaga! ( sorry, had to put them here somewhere XD )

Taylor Swift!

Jay Z

Kanye West! ( douche with good music)

Beyonce!

I will post a more organized List of 09 later okies? I have to sleep!
Again Happy New Year!!!
It is amazing how so many historic events can happen in only 365 days!